When the love ends

Like leaves fallen to the ground, we have fallen too. I'll always love you... In different ways, but always will.

"And I know,

of the pain, that you feel the same as me.
And I dream, of the rain, as it falls upon the leaves."

How does it feel not to be the only one, but just a 'replacement' or something that you can use when you think you should and then throw it away when you get bored? This is exactly the way I feel now. Some kind of garbage, a useless thing. Why do I still feel so lonely though? I can't deal with this emptyness.

I thought this time would be different, but that's not quite what it seems. In spite of what I said, each day my feelings for you grow stronger and I can't help it, also.

Regrets

Can't describe how I miss all those moments, I wish all could be diferent. I could have been a better person. Sorry for make this get the way they are now.

"Seasons change us, this moment envisions eternity

I see slowly, the shadows belong to me
Feel my emotions, believe me, it's just like a summer breeze
Sorrow changes us, this moment envisions eternity."

While I try to be another me, the real one is pretending to be real. I just cannot find any sense in my confusion.